Wah

dko feel ang pasko ngaun. bkit? ewan.

pasko na. hip, hip, hooray. wohoo.

and so?

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hay.

for some reason, wla akong confidence dis past few days. actually weeks. gawin mo ng months.

bkit? ewan. daming pwedeng maging dahilan.

feeling ko kahit anong gawin ko kulang. pangit.

im waning.

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sabi ng prof ko sa CW10 never ever write about not being able to write. kya nga di ako magra-rant dito na wla n naman akong masulat.

[dating gawi: magrecycle ng mga pinasa sa cw10 para may mapost. ]

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Drowning
in my own sea
of self pity.
Sinking
in a never-ending
swirl of
doubt
fear
regret.
I can't
see anything
my sight
completely
obliterated.

Everything
seems to be
falling
down
down
into oblivion.

I've
never been
so lonely.

When
will I find
the light?

I hope
sometime
soon.